Tuesday, June 9, 2009
my fat stomach
89 kilos. This is what my stomach looks like.
How the hell did I get here...the last two days I over ate as if I didn't care about my weight and it was stupid because I put on 4-5 kilos. And I can really see it my body has expanded so much in the mirror. Tomorrow its a fast. I hope people at school don't notice, its not like they would say it to my face but I hate it when you can tell what people are thinking when they look at you. Worse off this guy I'm in love with will be at this party on the 4th of july I'm going to so I have to be thinner by then. Just have to wait until school has finished then I'm going to exercise and become ana again.