Monday, May 25, 2009


I've been reading everybody's blogs for a while now. So I thought I should make one finally so here it is. I'm really fat! I weigh 191.4 lbs and I'm a size 14. Last year I had lost a size, but I gave up when I got depressed and food and alcohol was my only comfort. And all the weight I lost came back including a size bigger than I was originally.

This time I have to lose it. I don't have a choice. I know it will solve all of my physical problems, here's a list of them:
1. Get a boyfriend (I have never had one, yep I'm sad)
2. Be skinnier than all my friends, who all share clothes and generally just make me feel bad about my weight.
3. Get into drama school at the end of the year.
4. Fit into tiny clothes.
5. Get my mum off my back about my size.
6. Be actually considered good looking, rather that people only seeing fat when they see me.
7. Have a flat stomach
8. have a bikini body


  1. "I'm really fat!" ... haha love that.

    Good luck with it petal.


  2. Hey kitten!
    I'm really fat too! I'm a size 14 at the moment and hate the looks I'm getting after previously being skinny. In fact I'm with you on so many of your points.
    I'm here for you doll.
    Think thin. Love. xo

  3. Stay positive! You can do it! Thanks for joining the weight loss comp.

  4. good start!

    keep blogging... you'll be amazed how motivating it is to check in at the beginning and end of each day, and check in when you're feeling tempted too.

    Welcome to our world. Lulu

  5. you can do this. you can be skinny. you can love yourself. other people will love you too.
    here i am wishing you luck sweetie.
    thanks for following my story!

  6. Stay strong and we'll all me here to help along the journey.
    Keep positive.
    Em xo

  7. You can absolutely do this & the blog will help you stay accountable, let you know what works and what doesn't.

    I was a fat girl and now I'm a 6, still want to go down, but am much, much happier - you can do it too!!

  8. You can do it, I'm sure! <3 I believe in you :)
    Stay strong!